What to do?

What to do when I cannot have you?
What to do when all I can do is ask rhetorical questions inside my brain?
What to do when I know that we cannot be?
What to do if I can’t even speak?

What to do if I miss you, the entirety of you?
What to do if this desire cannot exist because you threw the dreams of us away?
What to do if your sight is enough to sigh about?
What to do with this inside?

What to do with the feelings I hide?
What to do with this emptiness a void darker than hell, or the darkest black hole?
What to do with this love?
What to do at all if all I can do is love?

What to do if you rather not love me back?